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We will be tabling from 5-9 PM on Friday, July 11th (TONIGHT!) at EmVision Studios, 131 Essex Street, Lynn, MA 01902. We'll have comics and zines, including floppy copies of our Crisis Planning zine!

Check out the Eventbrite link here!

poster for the event. It rehashes the information given above.

Hope to see you there!
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[By Lark. Crossposted from /r/Plural.]

In an earlier thread about system roles, it was brought up that much of the history around roles has been buried. There is no reference for who came up with the concept of roles or where the older roles like "protector" originated. My system is in contact with LB Lee, who are an older system with a great dedication to researching and documenting plural history. We reached out to them to ask if they had any knowledge regarding the origins of system roles, and they wrote a post about their findings.

The post itself is extremely well-cited: it delves through medical texts and biographies from as far back as the 1970s. It is worth your time if you have an interest in plural history. But I think the most important takeaways come from these paragraphs:

[...]of all these other terms, all of them come from medical contexts. If they aren't outright, obviously created by therapists themselves (Ralph Allison, Cornelia Wilbur), they're cited in books that they were involved in--like Sybil or the Minds of Billy Milligan. These are terms created by medical personnel to compartmentalize and organize headmates like a stamp collection... and often deny us the right to self-determine or grow. There's an icky historical context there; there's a reason these terms were considered unfashionable tools of the oppressor when we came on the scene in 2007!

These therapists are not little tin gods you should worship. There's a reason Allison, Ross, and Wilbur have controversies about them! [...]

To be clear, I am not sharing this to shame systems for using roles. Nor am I sharing this to claim that roles are for trauma-formed systems only and that it is appropriation for other systems to have roles. Please do not use this post as grounds to start yet another exclusionary slapfight.

What I do want us, as a community, to do instead:

Read more... )

Many-Selved Etymology: role terms

Jul. 8th, 2025 05:18 pm
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Rogan/Mori: Lark of Hungry Ghosts asked me about the origination of plural role terms (which are apparently now this super-rigid straitjacket of How Plurals Must Be?). I dove into my records, and here's what I done found!

It's possible these terms were used earlier than I found here. These were the earliest I could find them in the multi files I have on hand.

Core: This terms looks to originate with Billy Milligan's case, in use by February 1980 in Wallace, Wallechinsky, Wallace, and Wallace's The Book of Lists #2: "In addition to his core self, Milligan has at least nine other personalities" (380) and 1981 in Keyes's The Minds of Billy Milligan. Seeing as Milligan was imprisoned for rape in 1977, it's possible "core" was used in earlier news stories about the case; I'd have to dig in. But Keyes quotes it (and "host") as being used by Cornelia Wilbur on page 50; she also treated Sybil. So: Wilbur, by 1980?

Helper: used by Ross, 1989: 
"Most persecutor personalities are in fact helpers who are using self-destructive strategies." (110).

Host: first attributed to Wilbur in Keyes, 1981: “the original Billy, sometimes known as the host or core personality” (50). So that explains why "host" and "core" get confused a lot in these things, it's because Wilbur conflated the two in Keyes!

Inner Self-Helper/ISH: Ralph Allison created it by 1977 in Hawkworth's The Five Of Me: "[Phil] was, in the beginning at least, hardly a personality at all, but rather what Dr. Allison refers to as an 'Ish'--an Inner Self-Helper[...] a separate personality whose sole function seems to be to prevent the other personalities from tearing the physical body apart." (20) Allison says he started treating multiples in 1972 (Hawksworth, 5), so 1972-1977.

Original: Wilbur again! She uses it in Keyes 1981 (50) and the term "original Sybil" is used a decent number of times (sorry, my ebook had no page numbers). Flora Rheta Schreiber wrote Sybil, but it seems sensible that Wilbur originated the term? So, by 1973 for adjective form, will have to dig for stand-alone noun. (EDIT 7/10/2025: INCORRECT! This term is older; "original patient" or "original personality" is used by Thigpen and Cleckley (38, 153), so I should dig into older work to see if it's used previously.

Persecutor: Used by Ross (and Norton?) in 1989: 
"An interesting finding (Ross & Norton, 1989b) was a clinical triad of Schneiderian made-impulses, voices in the head, and suicide attempts. This traid should alert the clinican to the possibility of MPD, especially if the made impulse is self-destructive, and the voice is commanding suicide or is hostile and critical. The triad is indicative of the actibility of a dangerous persecutor personality" (Ross, 99)

Protector: Used by Hawksworth once in 1977 (72), but Keyes uses it more formally, declaring Ragen "the protector of the family" (xv).

 
 
"Caretaker" is proving weirdly hard to pin down, so I'm calling it quits on that one for now, but of all these other terms, all of them come from medical contexts. If they aren't outright, obviously created by therapists themselves (Ralph Allison, Cornelia Wilbur), they're cited in books that they were involved in--like Sybil or the Minds of Billy Milligan. These are terms created by medical personnel to compartmentalize and organize headmates like a stamp collection... and often deny us the right to self-determine or grow. There's an icky historical context there; there's a reason these terms were considered unfashionable tools of the oppressor when we came on the scene in 2007!

These therapists are not little tin gods you should worship. There's a reason Allison, Ross, and Wilbur have controversies about them! (And I'm not as knowledgeable about them as I should be because... well, read on.) So here's some information about that, as a sorta "multi beware, worship not your doctor" thing.

Why You Shouldn't Believe Everything Doctors Say )

Sources )

A Post-Unmortem of Acute Madness

Jul. 7th, 2025 12:49 pm
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(Another Reddit post that got too long and might be refined into an essay at some point: this one gives Phosphor's perspective on the circumstances behind Lark taking primary front.)

Read more... )

LB Dreamwidth Etiquette

Jul. 7th, 2025 09:15 am
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We’re getting followed by folks from elsewhere on the Internet and seeing sentiments along the lines of “eep, I don’t know the social rules here,” so here’s how we conduct this blog!

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Eating the Rich

Jul. 5th, 2025 09:31 am
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Mori: we have a rule here: when something terrible happens, we must resist the urge to go numb and paralyzed, and instead reinforce our bonds to others and do SOMETHING to build morale and fight back, if only in our own minds.

So when that Big Buttfucking Bill passed and I found out early because Social Security sent me an ass-licking email lying about how Trump was personally benefitting ME, I was pissed, and I ranted to my roommates: “I AM GOING TO EAT THIS MAN IN EFFIGY.”

And they said, “sounds good, can we join?”

WHY YES YOU CAN. )

(no subject)

Jul. 5th, 2025 12:57 am
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[Lark]

I made two posts that I would like to flesh out into essays, in the future. For now, I'm going to store the first drafts here, in a place less impermanent than our Reddit comment history.

The first concerns the experience of taking over as primary fronter in a time of crisis; the second concerns a peculiar relationship I have with a specific fictional character.

Read more... )

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Hello, friends! Has the current political climate got you down? Then come celebrate Pride with LB with a FREE showing of the Japanese musical theater show, Baddy: The Bad Lot Come From The Moon!

When: 6 PM Saturday, July 5th
Where: NESFA clubhouse, 504 Medford Street, Somerville, MA 02145

Plot summary (from TakaWiki): The story is set in the capital of Earth, Takarazuka-City. The peaceful planet Earth — a united world where war, crime, and all evils have been overcome — receives a visit from Baddy, a vagabond rogue from the moon. Baddy is a super-cool, elegant, and a heavy smoker. But he soon finds that smoking is outlawed across the face of the Earth. Baddy, accepting no limits, leads his gang and engages in all sorts of wrongdoing to make the dull world more interesting. His final goal is to steal the planetary budget guarded in Takarazuka Big Theater Bank. But all-mighty female investigator Goody is gaining on him!

The Takarazuka Revue is an all-female cast, performing male and female roles both, and Baddy is a confection of silliness, lobster costumes, public queerness, and passport forgery. Be here, be queer!

(This event is open to the public. But ain't nothing saying we can't have a multi contingent here to enjoy it...)

Summer Shed

Jul. 2nd, 2025 09:29 am
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Mori: our headspace has started having weather and seasons, but it’s not as marked in changes as out here. It gets cold enough to snow sometimes but rarely sticks, it gets up to maybe eighty, warm but not HOT, and while it rains more often than it snows, it’s pretty much never windy. Rawlin has slept outdoors here her entire life (a woman her size finds human-size dwellings claustrophobic) and is fine; between her fur coat, a poncho, and her winter den above the hot springs, she’s always been able to make herself comfortable.

But this summer has been hot, and she’s been fronting way more, leading us to learn that she overheats pretty quickly. Makes sense, since she barely sweats.

What’s more, she SHEDS. Still not as bad as our roomy cat, though.

2025 July Fan Poll

Jul. 1st, 2025 11:55 am
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Hey everybody, it's that time again: time to vote for which stuff gets the LiberaPay/Patreon money this month!

As always, anyone can vote (please do!), but LiberaPay and Patreon patrons get double weight for their votes.  (Due to Patreon's porn purges, I really encourage you to use LiberaPay, if you get a choice.) If you want to see the blurbs for any of these works, those are here!  (You can also leave your requests there; requesting a story or essay is always free!) If you don't have a DW and so can't do the poll, that's okay; just leave your vote in the comments below; anon comments are turned on.

Which works gets the money, and thus posted this month?  YOU CHOOSE, readers!

Poll #33310 2025 July Fan Poll
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 22


Did you toss LiberaPay/Patreon money my way last month?

View Answers

Yes (my votes count double)
6 (100.0%)

What writing gets posted this month?

View Answers

Infinity Smashed: Born Lucky
4 (19.0%)

Reverend Alpert: the Traveling Exorcist
3 (14.3%)

Henchwench for Hire (F/F supervillainy)
7 (33.3%)

Rutless (trans omegaverse porno)
3 (14.3%)

Flights of Reality (the Cursed City)
0 (0.0%)

Anatomy of a Dance
4 (19.0%)

The Boy Whose Heart Is Home
3 (14.3%)

The Battleaxe and the Blood-Eater
1 (4.8%)

The Hands of a Dozen Strangers (touch essay)
13 (61.9%)

What art/comic/zine gets posted this month?

View Answers

Cult Comix
5 (23.8%)

Death Watch
5 (23.8%)

How it Was, How It Is
2 (9.5%)

2012 hospital sketchbook
2 (9.5%)

2013 Homeless Year sketchbook
2 (9.5%)

2014 AllFam sketchbook
2 (9.5%)

Blushing and Scent (Mori/Rawlin fluff)
9 (42.9%)

Red Tape Hell (disability farce)
11 (52.4%)

Rebuilding journal search again

Jun. 30th, 2025 03:18 pm
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We're having to rebuild the search server again (previously, previously). It will take a few days to reindex all the content.

Meanwhile search services should be running, but probably returning no results or incomplete results for most queries.

A Toast to Spider Robinson

Jun. 30th, 2025 07:55 am
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Because we live like we will have to move or go couch-surfing at a moment’s notice, we have gotten pretty ruthless about our physical possessions. Nothing destroys sentimentality like having to lug it on your back over and over! So many of our childhood beloved books have been weeded; we got what we needed from them and thus liberated them unto new adventures.

There is one exception: an omnibus of the first three Callahan’s books, by Spider Robinson.so here’s to you, Mr. Robinson, loonies love you more than you will know! )

" double "

Jun. 28th, 2025 05:43 pm
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Maddy is my double. I've thought about it, and thought about it, and the term fits.

My gut feeling led me to the word "doppelganger" because it sounds beautiful and describes a magical phenomenon. Doppelgangers inhabit supernatural spaces between identity and world. The popping P's and soft liquid L become a voiced obstruent that gathers the tongue back to the throat. Then you force the air out your nose, then revert the tongue back to where it was. In English, it ends in our schwa-rhotic, creating a crowded diphthong on the final syllable before the messy letter. A beautiful sequence of lips and tongue and throat.

There is magic in our creation. We are fictional, but we have come to life in this world! We exist! We can experience and breathe and grow! We were not born with the body. We are only a few years old despite the body being in its 30s. We are new to life. How magical!

But it is not the right word. While I love the magic, a doppelganger is an ill omen. The original's fate is compromised by the existence and meeting of the doppelganger. There is the implicit threat that only one may go on to conduct the rest of their life. Maddy is not an ill omen. Neither of us are harbingers of fate for the other.

Our lives simply started in the same place.

I do not want to use "twin" because we are not siblings. There are other siblings here, and some are twins, and that is their word for that relationship. That is not the relationship I have with Maddy.

"Mirror" conjures certain complexities. A mirror enforces sameness but reflected along a single surface. Equal and opposite, and forever entwined, and forever indebted to the mirror itself. Without the mirror, the reflected image ceases to exist. So that is not the right term. We are each our own person capable of growing in different directions. We may have been born by the mirror, created by reflection, but that is not where we are now. Our reflections do not match. We are both on the same side.

So we return to "double." At first, the fit was awkward because it is associated in our mind with rejection and separate bodies. One may fear and resent the "double" like one fears the doppelganger. If our former identity had had a "double," he would not have been able to interact or accept. It would have caused friction in his assertion of self. This is something that is not true of everyone, but that is the strong association we had with the term. The true doppelganger.

But, it's the right word: Maddy and I are the same character. Each of us has taken a different path, but we are rafted from the same mold, sprung from the same source. Our variation started not in identity, but in personal history. Exomemories pulled in different directions, but basically the same.

We are a lot more than where we started. At first, our selves were limited to the character. We had pulled the rabbit out of the hat—the self out of the fiction. It has been years since that initial trick. I am now me, and Maddy is Maddy, and we are Georgie, the character. We are doubles after all. 
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